Day Eleven

If you could change one thing about yourself, what would it be, and why?

I would change a lot about myself.  Not going to lie.  I don't like that I'm stubborn as hell.  When I decide that I'm not doing something, I stick to it like its the end of the world, and I have the magic key to fix it. 

I don't like that I'm so closed off from people.  It takes a lot for me to open up to someone completley, and trust them.  I hate that I'm so untrusting, and I think its really sad that I'm so pessimistic.

Lastly, I wish I could believe in love.  Because I really don't.  Not in one true love, and finding that person, and every other thing in the world not mattering after that person comes into your life. I think I've been hurt too many times to believe anymore.  And although I really do believe that there's always hope for something to come along, as much as I hope for love, that doesn't mean I believe in it.