My biggest fear is letting someone be my everything, and then losing them. I'm horrible at letting people in, because I hate the thought of losing someone. My friends all say that I need to be more open to relationships, and things along those lines, but to be honest, I don't know if I'm emotionally capable of letting someone know that much about me. I'm bad when it comes to getting attached to someone. I like to be in control of everything, so the idea of letting someone else have some of the control isn't appealing to me.
I guess my biggest fear is getting hurt. I'm bad at it. I get too emotional. And that's why I don't have feelings anymore. I learned a long time ago not to have any expectations for any boy in my life, because then I can't get let down.
That pretty much sums it up.
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